Tuesday, August 2, 2022
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I miss you so goddamn Jackson, it’s getting close to 10 years and I still can’t forget how kindhearted, friendly and funny of a person you were to everyone around you.
You are truly an unforgettable human being. Kindhearted, stuck up for people, he would always listen if you needed someone to talk to.
So many people just put up the act that they care, not Jackson. Never Jackson. Biggest soul and heart of any person I’ve ever had the pleasure to meet.
Just the most completely sweet, funny, kind, caring and loving person I’ve gotten the experience or pleasure to meet. Just like everyone else man we all just wish we knew what you were going through Jackson.
My memories getting worse and it hurts more because I’m struggling to remember all of our good times to be honest.
My only keepsakes of you besides my memories are the few bottles that I knew we drank together and I still have them man. I fucking treasure them, but seeing them makes me wanna break down every time.
I still remember when we went to that party and I didn’t know anyone, so I went and slept in your car and you couldn’t find me and you came out to come get me so I wouldn’t freeze out sleeping in your car.
You helped me a lot, you were the only one there the one night I was on the right on the edge and I don’t know what I would’ve done without you that night man. I just wish I could've helped you like you helped me, but I know I can’t be the only one who feels that way.
Thank you for all the help, support and love you gave, not just to me but everyone around you.
If you’re struggling, please try to talk to someone, it’s hard and not everyone has someone but a lot of us hold it in before you feel that you have no other option.
Life isn’t perfect we have to look for the small things, try your best not to let life overwhelm you. It’s not easy by any means.
I just hope for anyone going through anything similar, I hope you can get it though this, try your best to stay strong with whatever you’re going through.
Help is there, even if it may not seem like it, or doesn’t always work for you and our systems aren’t the best to help someone in this sort of need but please, for your family and friends sake. It’s not easy seeking help but PLEASE don’t ever give up on trying to get help.
Your family believes in you, your friends believe in you even if it may not feel like it. You’re stronger than you think. Believe in yourself. You can do it. You can make it. We all believe and care about you more than you realize.
Like everyone else, I just wish we knew. You were family to all of us and I can’t imagine how painful it is and was for the family. I hope you’re all taking care of yourselves and I hope the best for all of you.
Love and condolences, to the family and everyone who had the pleasure of experiencing such a lovely, wholehearted human being.
Love you Jackson, I didn’t deserve a friend like you
- J
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